Snyder, George L Snyder, Lenore Snyder, God, ethics, morals, religion
Trauma
I pull the trigger, I set the mine
I launch the missile, then I dine
all these things, I do so well
It makes my soul, more fit for hell
I blow the bridge, when convoys cross
who lives or dies, I am the boss
all these things, I do so well
It makes my soul, more fit for hell
I am a spy, it’s do or die
I always cheat, I always lie
all these things, I do so well
It makes my soul, more fit for hell
I fix the plane, that takes the bomb
the pilots die, but I go on
all these things, I do so well
It makes my soul, more fit for hell
I am a soldier, on the ground
I load the mortar, another round
all these things, I do so well
It makes my soul, more fit for hell
Aboard I fire, the ships big gun
I never see, the death I’ve won
all these things, I do so well
It makes my soul, more fit for hell
I drive a tank, that’s full of woe
it’s death I reap, death I sow
all these things, I do so well
It makes my soul, more fit for hell
I am a pilot, I fly the plane
I hit the target, that’s my shame
all these things, I do so well
It makes my soul, more fit for hell
I load the bullets, then I shoot
I step on corpses, with my boot
all these things, I do so well
It makes my soul, more fit for hell
It is a war, really a rout
the body parts, lie all about
all these things, I do so well
It makes my soul, more fit for hell
I am alive, others dead
I point my gun, to my own head
all these things, I do so well
It makes my soul, more fit for hell
It is not suicide that causes you to be in hell.
It is the hell you are in, that causes suicide.
All those who experience war are injured. The things you saw, the things you did, the things you did not do, the things others did - - - all affect you forever. There is no such thing as closure. Some can never bring themselves to talk about it. Some like me can only talk about it with bitterness and after many years. The lucky ones are those who can let those feelings and emotions have the life they deserve. Meanwhile you live in your own private hell. A hell you cannot escape.